It's the brake lever.
When your fingers are numb, you can feel the lever — but you can't feel the pressure. That split-second feedback you rely on to judge braking force? Gone. You're guessing. And when you're guessing on a motorcycle, that's not a comfort issue. That's a safety issue.
I didn't tell anyone. Not my wife. Not my riding mates. I just started riding shorter routes and making excuses about the weather.
At 52, I'd been riding since my twenties. The idea that I might have to stop wasn't something I was ready to think about. But the numbness was getting worse, and I was running out of excuses.
I finally went to my GP. He checked my grip strength, moved my wrists around, and said it sounded like "repetitive vibration exposure." His advice: ride less. Maybe switch to a lighter bike. Consider whether motorcycling was "still appropriate at this stage."
I left the surgery furious. I'm not the kind of rider who accepts "maybe it's time to stop" as medical advice.
I started researching. Carpal tunnel. Ulnar neuropathy. Vibration white finger. Every condition more alarming than the last. Every forum thread ending with the same unhelpful advice: get a bike fit, change your grips, wear thicker gloves.
I'd already done all of that. None of it stopped the numbness.